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Anime. You would think it's just an interest but to be honest, Anime has helped me through a lot of my emotional breakdowns and times where I could feel no emotion at all.

Animes that could make me cry for hours, just because I wanted to feel something but I couldn't.

I've been into anime since I was 9 years old. It always gave me a sense of belonging and comfort.

Sometimes, mainly because of studies, I put my Animes on pause but to be honest that's what stressed me out a lot so I decided to just keep watching and finish a series if that would help me focus on my tasks heheh.

I also think that Anime is one of the reasons why I respect people's interest and don't judge them for whatever they're into. Since being into anime back then was sort of a taboo and getting bullied and laughed at for liking it was normal.

You only understand other's when you've been in their shoes at some point of life, so the least you can do is respect them.

I try my best to go to Comic Fiesta every year but it sucks that Covid has cancelled it this year. Comic Fiesta is a convention^^ usually held at the Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre but they have changed locations a few times.

I don't know where I'd be if it weren't for anime, probably someone who's unflavoured and lacks of colours.

ANIME

I went to Comic Fiesta 2019 with my friend, Farah. She got into anime because of her Aunt and wanted to go to the event but both of us didn't have anyone to go with so heheh just the two of us~

I met one of my juniors there, she's really close to me. I even got to make new friends with her friends^^

Sometimes I can't believe there was a time where I didn't mingle with people.

Finding people with like interests really makes a big difference. It makes you feel belonged. I guess that was what I longed for, belonging, huh.

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I also love pictures when I'm unready or least expecting a camera in my face. Sure, I do find my self unappealing sometimes but where's the fun if you look put together 24/7?

So I always let my friends play around with my phone and here, on the right are some pictures where I really wasn't paying attention

I wouldn't consider myself confident, far from narcissistic and I'm still trying to learn to love my self but a girl can take photos of herself right?

There's no one more important to dress to impress for than yourself, if you don't think you look bomb, do you think others will?

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Someone once said, you are never ugly, you have times you don't look the greatest but you are never ugly.

Honestly, I think what makes a person's beauty stands out isn't solely the looks you decide to pay for or were born with, it's deep within what morals you uphold and the attitude you have.

"I just want to be happy"

I have my moments too,

it's okay to feel the negative emotions,

I always tell myself that

and I try to find videos or pictures of me

having the time of my life

By going through these videos and photos,

it reminds me that it won't always be bright,

I won't always be bright,

being gloomy will make you shine again

beaming more than ever

so let's continue to survive together.